Its snowing outside, and not one kid is playing in it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE KIDS???!?!?! I woulda been out there with my G.I. Joes and my cousin and brother and we'd been having a good ol time. Ah, kids today.
To the person who said I contradicted myself, let me explain...
Beth gives A LOT, but its not at the level I want her to give. The little things she gives, means so much because they are so hard for her to give, and I appreciate her giving, but what I really want is for her to give it all, thats just going to take time.
I was a jerk last night too, when I found out she read part of my journal and had decided not to read it but rather my post in several communities asking for advice, I was offended and annoyed at the rare luck she would go there, then.
I'm pretty sure I was cursed some many years ago, I just didn't know it. I am the absolute epitome of Murphy's law.
Someday maybe I'll post a pic in here.
Hmm, what else to talk about...Oh lets see...
I will do a year in review soon, when I find the time.
I have another big emotional post, but its actually not love life related. (imagine that)
As well, I have a weird twitching in my right eye. Whats all that about? Signs of something big? Just a nervous twitch? Will it go away or get worse? Its not constant, but I know it does deal with stress on some level.
Yea thats it, off to play in the snow.....